2022 is my 35th year of professional ministry. On the stage of Rice Auditorium at Baker University in June 1987, Bishop Ken Hicks placed his hands on my shoulders and commissioned me as a Deacon (under the former ordination process of the pre-1988 Book of Discipline the United Methodist Church). In 1987, I was 24 years old and had no idea what day to day ministry was like or the emotional and spiritual energy it takes from one’s soul. One of the provisions of our denomination is that pastors are encouraged to take a renewal leave after seven consecutive years of service. I have never taken a renewal leave in my 35 years and after the last two years I knew it was time for me to step back from day to day ministry for a bit. I’m taking eight weeks of leave through May and June, with the approval and support of my Church Council and the Great Plains Cabinet.

So here’s my big news–I’m headed to Scotland and more of the UK for a month from mid-May to mid-June. I have plans to travel throughout Scotland for two weeks, with additional time on the Isle of Iona, a handful of days in Ireland, and finishing up with a mini-tour of John Wesley’s England.

I am taking this pilgrimage alone. My husband is staying home this time. His work schedule does not permit a long vacation during the dates of my renewal leave. He has been to Scotland before during his service in the Navy. Yes, I am scared about traveling alone but I am also excited about trying something new and outside of my usual comfort zone. I am grateful for smartphones and the ease of international travel to help me figure out where I am going and how to get there.

My birthday this year has a big number in it and I’m trying to do things that are way outside of my comfort zone. I have never created a bucket list because I find the idea kind of cheesy but there are things I have always wanted to do or to see and Scotland is on that list.

For Lent this year I decided to write more about the things on my mind and heart. So Shelly Speaks Up is the place where I will do my writing for Lent and beyond. Thanks for joining me on the way.